I FEEL SO JEALOUS.

Impatient. Not thinking enough. I'm regretting the choices I've made. I know there's no way to turn time back and choose again. But I really hope I can start making right choices. I don't want to end up regretting everything. I've made a wrong choice in that. So now I only can be jealous of them. Why am i so blinded at that time? Why dint I see the good points about ***? Why did I not see the bad points of ***? I should have seen their fun coming, not ***'s fun. It's too late to regret. But I just wish I could still change the fact that I chosed wrongly. I so want to be one of them. SHINGZ YOU! I SO DONT WANT TO BE ONE OF YOU GUYS ANYMORE. BECAUSE THE FUN DONT SEEM TO BE THERE ANYMORE. URGH. !@#$#$%$^%&^&* THIS IS SO CRAPPY. And.. WHY DID I HAVE TO BE SO IMPATIENT? WHY COULDN'T I WAIT LONGER TO GET A IPHONE INSTEAD OF LOUSY PHONE + ITOUCH? I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BEING PATIENT. GO TO HELL IMPATIENT ME. ):

You make me happy, make me sad.

Blogging in point form for this week and last week(:

  

• Shopping with dad and mom on mon and tues as they were not working.
• Outing to tamp mall and century square with huiyi valerie and chinhoe on wed(:
• Pt meeting and outing to escape on thursday!!!(:
• Studied/watched tv/played/ate at huiyi's house with valerie on fri(:
• Out to fareast/orchard/bugis with mom and sis on sat!!!
• Grands' house for lunch and dinner on sunday(:

• Went out on mon with PSLs for level outing activity and bbq in the night(:
• Out with mom to doc/tamp mall/century square/lunch on tues!!!
• Out for dad and mom's wedding anniversary celebration at SWENSENS on wed(:

Pictures Pictures(: More to come from christmas day!

Outing with friends.

Been out since 1.30pm till 9pm ytd(161209)!!!! 

Woke up at 11.30am but somehow i was late and only went to meet huiyi at 1.30pm.

Bused to tamp inter and met chin hoe outside tamp mall.

Walked to open plaza and slacked in the baby room. Played taptap with huiyi(:

We were asked to leave the baby room around 3pm because we were too old!!!

Anyway went to play arcade and halfway thru val met us.

Chin hoe went off at 4plus and val went off at 5.

Went to walk around then went to CS toilet to slack.

After that went Mac bought fries then we went separate ways.

Went to look for mommy and daddy then ate dinner(:

Walked around and bought nail polish!!!!!

REDISH PINKKKKKKKKKK! kay im nuts over it. 

Got to go anyway, having pt meeting tmrw morn.

God, 4hours of sleep left. Urghhhhh!!!

Finally told the truth to you.

This week's not too bad.. Watched sis's dance concert at Republic Poly on tuesday night. Went out shopping and got my school books on wednesday. And I've bought my Itouch on sunday night. But the sad thing is.. I might have to go out of SG tmrw for the day. I hope I don't have to go. Becos' I'll be missing people. Hell yeah.. Anyway, huiyi's back. I want to meet you and valerie for movie trip!!! Or outing(: Next week next week! Or maybe we can meet up to recap dance steps or "do homework" :D God.. I'm just reminded that I have tons of homework not done!!! Urghh, I'd better go finish it soon. Byes people, random pictures posted. BTW.

I wish I'm not feeling it.

This week's been boring. No dance practices ): And only one day of school. Crapxzxc. Wednesday was the only not-so-boring day. Went to school for pt meeting. Lunch after that and went to open plaza to play? After that we wanted to watch new moon. But new moon was on thursday. So we kind of decided to watch christmas carol. But some had already watched it. So epic failed. NO MOVIE. Hang out around tampines mall and century square. Then we all went separate ways. Went to buy red bull with david. His treat(: Then slacked at open plaza while waiting for Zul to come. After zul came, we went to play arcade. Played rambo game, basketball and the bowling game. Me and zul rock at bowling(: But I suck at rambo game!!! After that I walked zul and david to bus 10 stand. Waited with them till their bus came. Overall it was quite a fun day.. But I still wished that we had watched movie together. And have more laughters? But at least it was fun compared to other day of the week. I hope I can go for pt outing @ sentosa. But I bet mommy would not allow me ): I need to go persuade mommy! But am I getting too unreasonable? Mommy has gotten me a new phone, and she's about to get me my Itouch. And now? SENTOSA WITH PT? Doubt I'll be successful in persuading her. Ah forget it. I just have to try. Kay I'm too bored now. And I have nothing else to post about. So bye I'm off to facebook!

Been a boring week.

This week has been boring. Staying home everyday, eat sleep shit play. That's what I do everyday. What a boring life. I need to go out soon. I need to go watch movies. I need to go shopping. I need to get new clothes. I need to go get myself a new phone(depending on mummy's mood!) Most importantly.. I NEED TO GET MY HOMEWORK DONE! Shingz! I have not touched any homework. I wanted to do my newspaper cutting.. But God wasn't on my side. Becos' I apparently couldn't find any extra book for me to do my newspaper cutting. And I'm too lazy to start on my homec homework. But I'd better stop procrastinating my homework and start soon. Anyway, I want to watch a couple of movies. Christmas carol, new moon, coraline and many others. I want to watch it with valerie and huiyi! But they are all busy ): But its okay.. WE WILL HAVE TIME. NO MATTER WHAT!!! Anyway, today will be day out with family. I hope mummy can make me happy by granting my wish. Ah, forget it. Okay.. Got to go persuade mummy now. Bye. I shall post another day.

Tired!

Hello world(: Im finally free enough to update my blog. But im still kinda busy so a short post for now. Had PSL camp from monday to thursday. Played games and had a talk by Mr Oh. Then went to wash up and went to the AVT to watch horror movie. Was supposed to go for night walk, but dint go in the end. Slept at 1plus and woke up at 7plus tuesday morning. Had physical training in the morning. Had to do push ups on the rough floor ): Then went to play games the whole day and went for dance for awhile. then went back to playing games till dinner time. Talked to some seniors and the few of us formed a group and talked together. Talked till 12 plus and finally went to sleep at 1 plus. Woke up 7 the next morning and had breakfast. Then played some games in the parade square. After that, we went up to the hall to prepare for the grad night. But the sec 1s were mostly slacking. After that, we went to pack our bags. Then had amazing race, but valerie, farah and me couldn't go because we had dance. So slacked at the canteen while waiting for dance to start. Danced till 5.30pm then went to pack and headed for aloha loyang with the other dancers. Reached there and had the comm announcements and sec 2 excos announcements too. Got into pro-teen with farah, ren kun and serena chan. I wasn't quite happy that I got into pro-teen but soon I was okay with it. Then went to wash up and ate dinner. Helped the seniors to barbeque the food. Then went for pro-teen walk with the seniors. James taught us a cheer :D super super cool. Then took group photo and walked back to the chalet. Went to help barbeque the food again. Then went into one of the rooms with serena chan, farah, janice and li wen for awhile. Kept laughing and giggling with serena. The rest couldn't stand us. After that, took photos with farah and serena. Then serena chan, janice and me went to eat. Helped eat the food and talked to the seniors till 3-4am. Finally stopped barbecuing and went to sit down with valerie in the hall. Valerie went to sleep while khaizal, hakiem and me went out to the walkway to talk. Talked from 5.30am till 7.30am and so we dint sleep. Went to wake valerie and washed up together. After that, had debrief and we had to clear the place. Went to clean up the girl's room with serena chan and gang. After that, we were dismissed. Walked to downtown east with the seniors and fellow sec 1s. Finished eating then walked to whitesands with valerie tay, valerie lim, zul, samuel and david. Took the train to airport with both valerie, david and zul. Went to T3 Mac and camwhored at a empty corner outside mac. I fell asleep halfway through and went hyper when i woke up.  Freaking cool. Then went back home at 4 plus. Reached home at 5.30 and went to sleep. Woke up at 7.30 to bathe and eat my dinner. Went to sleep at 9 plus. Woke up early and met with valerie. Went to school for dance. After that had PSL grad night in the night. It was kinda fun. But i took very little pictures cause i dint had my cam with me. And my phone's cam quality is kinda suckish. So photos are with people who i took with. After clearing the hall, valerie tay, valerie lim, zul, yasmeen, david, daniel and me went to tamp inter mac to have supper. Dad fetched me and valerie home(: Went to sleep at 2. Woke up late sat morning!!! And I freaking panicked like mad. Cabbed down to school and luckily Mr Gerard wasn't there. Went to change up and mend the dance booth for awhile. Colleen bought me sandwich, so kind(: Thanks uh. Then went to practice dance. And finally performed at 12.30pm. I think I screwed up at every part. But it wasn't quite obvious. Lucky me. After that had dance with Mr Gerard till 2pm. Went to tamp inter KFC with valerie, pei lin, huiyi and kaminni. Went shopping with mummy in the night(: So yup, that's all. No picture post for this post. Cause im too lazy to upload so many pictures. Shall post again :D